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HACC G\u00dcNL\u00dcKLER\u0130M<\/strong><\/h2>\n\n\n\n

30 Ekim 2011  –  Pazar<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

        Be\u015f y\u0131ld\u0131r bekledi\u011fim hac yolculu\u011funa ba\u015flarken geceyi uykusuz ge\u00e7irdim. \u00c7ocuklu\u011fumdan beri  foto\u011fraflar\u0131na  bak\u0131p  merak etti\u011fim Kabe-i  Muazzama\u2019y\u0131  canl\u0131 g\u00f6zle g\u00f6recek, ona kavu\u015facakt\u0131m.  Art\u0131k hasret bitiyor, vuslat zaman\u0131 yakla\u015f\u0131yor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

       Saat 16.00\u2019da Esenbo\u011fa Havaalan\u0131\u2019nda olaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdan, Ankara\u2019daki o\u011flumun evinden saat 15.00\u2019de yola \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k. Arabay\u0131 o\u011flum \u0130slam kullan\u0131yor. 16.15\u2019de havaalan\u0131na vard\u0131k. Hemen bavullar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 teslim ettik. Havaalan\u0131 \u00e7ok kalabal\u0131k de\u011fildi. U\u00e7a\u011f\u0131m\u0131z 20.30\u2019da havalanacak. 17.30\u2019da ihramlara girmemiz istendi. Bize ayr\u0131lan b\u00f6l\u00fcmde ihramlara girdik. Ak\u015fam namaz\u0131n\u0131 havaalan\u0131 mescidinde din g\u00f6revlisi olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in, o\u011flum \u0130slam k\u0131ld\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

   Saat 19.30\u2019da u\u00e7aklar\u0131n kalkaca\u011f\u0131 b\u00f6lmeye bizi almadan \u00f6nce o\u011flumla, gelinim Naime\u2019yle  ve torunum Sait Semih\u2019le vedala\u015ft\u0131k.  Saat 20.00\u2019de u\u00e7a\u011fa ald\u0131lar. THY\u2019ye ait bir u\u00e7akt\u0131. Ben filmlerdeki gibi b\u00fcy\u00fck bir u\u00e7a\u011fa binece\u011fimizi zannederken, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir u\u00e7akla kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131m.  U\u00e7ak havalan\u0131rken biraz heyecanland\u0131m. Yolculuk s\u0131ras\u0131nda yemek, \u00e7ay ve me\u015frubat ikramlar\u0131 oldu. \u00dc\u00e7 saatlik rahat bir yolculuktan sonra Cidde Havaalan\u0131\u2019na indik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

     C\u0130DDE<\/strong>                                     31 Ekim2011  –  Pazartesi<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

   Saat 00.10\u2019da bizi Cidde Havaalan\u0131 bekleme salonuna ald\u0131lar. Gece u\u00e7aktan Cidde\u2019nin g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fc m\u00fcthi\u015fti. Havaalan\u0131ndaki pasaport kontrol\u00fcnde \u00e7ok s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar \u00e7ektik. Biz o \u00fclkeye misafir olarak geldik. Misafire h\u00fcrmet ve kolayl\u0131k g\u00f6sterilir. Ama bunun tam tersi oldu. Resmi i\u015fler eski us\u00fcl devam ediyor, g\u00f6revliler l\u00e2kayt ve sorumsuz. \u0130hraml\u0131 bir \u015fekilde  sabah saat 05.30\u2019 kadar zorla pasaport kontrol\u00fcnden \u00e7\u0131kabildik.  Sab\u0131rl\u0131 olman\u0131n ilk tecr\u00fcbesini burada ya\u015fad\u0131k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

   Sonunda Mekke\u2019ye giden otob\u00fcslere binebildik. \u0130ki bu\u00e7uk saat bir yolculuktan sonra otelimize geldik. 11 katl\u0131 yeni bir otel idi. \u0130lk defa biz giriyorduk. Odada d\u00f6rt ki\u015fi kalacakt\u0131k. Ankara\u2019dan yaz\u0131l\u0131p, Ankara kafilesiyle geldi\u011fim i\u00e7in oda arkada\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n hi\u00e7birisini tan\u0131m\u0131yordum. D\u00f6rt ayr\u0131 k\u00fclt\u00fcrden insan ayn\u0131 odada k\u0131rk g\u00fcn kalaca\u011f\u0131z. Arkada\u015flar iyi insanlard\u0131, uyumlu \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131lar. Kafile ba\u015fkan\u0131m\u0131z g\u00fcnd\u00fcz \u00e7ok s\u0131cak oluyor d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesiyle, tavaf i\u00e7in Kabe\u2019ye gece gitme karar\u0131 alm\u0131\u015f. Gece 23.00\u2019de Kabe\u2019ye gidece\u011fiz. \u0130hraml\u0131 olarak durmak s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131l\u0131, her hareketimize dikkat ediyoruz. Tavaftan sonra ihramdan \u00e7\u0131ksak rahatlayaca\u011f\u0131z. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

   Saat 24.00\u2019do\u011fru otob\u00fcslerle yola \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k. Otelimiz Kabe\u2019ye 6-7 kilometre uzakl\u0131ktayd\u0131. Hepimizde bir yorgunluk, m\u00fcthi\u015f bir heyecan, m\u00fcthi\u015f bir Kabe\u2019yi g\u00f6rme  iste\u011fi\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    KABE\u2019YE KAVU\u015eMA<\/strong>                        01 Kas\u0131m 2011  – Sal\u0131<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

   \u0130ki otob\u00fcs de\u011fi\u015ftirerek Kabe\u2019ye ula\u015ft\u0131k. Kabe\u2019nin avlusuna girdi\u011fimizde telbiye getirmeye ba\u015flad\u0131k. \u201cGeldik Allah\u2019\u0131m kap\u0131na geldik\u201d diyerek af diliyoruz. \u00d6mr\u00fcmde ya\u015famad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir heyecan ya\u015fad\u0131m. Her taraf\u0131m titriyor, kalbim yerinden sanki \u00e7\u0131kacak. Kolay m\u0131, o kadar ki\u015fi gelmek i\u00e7in can at\u0131yor ama gelemiyor. Ben geldim, kendimi Allah\u2019\u0131n \u015fansl\u0131, sevgili kulu olarak  hissediyorum. Telbiye getirdik\u00e7e a\u011fl\u0131yorum, han\u0131m\u0131m da a\u011fl\u0131yor, b\u00fct\u00fcn topluluk a\u011fl\u0131yor.Peygamber ikliminin kap\u0131 e\u015fi\u011fine ad\u0131m at\u0131yorum ve b\u00fct\u00fcn v\u00fccut organlar\u0131m yerinde oldu\u011fu halde kendimde de\u011filim. Hocalar\u0131m\u0131z, Kabe\u2019yi g\u00f6r\u00fcnce yapaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z dualar\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorlar ve toplu olarak tavaf yapaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131; birbirimizden ayr\u0131lmamam\u0131z gerekti\u011fini belirtiyorlar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

   Kabe\u2019nin 1 No\u2019lu kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnden i\u00e7eriye girdik. Her an Kabe-i Muazzama\u2019y\u0131 g\u00f6rebiliriz. G\u00f6zlerimden ya\u015flar co\u015fuyor. Hacdan gelenin, oras\u0131 an\u0131l\u0131nca niye g\u00f6zlerinin ya\u015fard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u015fimdi daha iyi anl\u0131yorum. \u0130lk g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde \u201cAllah\u2019\u0131m \u015fimdiye kadar etti\u011fim ve edece\u011fim dualar\u0131 kabul et.\u201d diyece\u011fim. Bana s\u00f6ylenen selamlar\u0131 iletece\u011fim. Dualar, telbiyeler birbirine kar\u0131\u015f\u0131yor. Heyecan\u0131m daha da artt\u0131. Han\u0131m: \u201cKar\u015f\u0131ya bak!\u201d dedi. Bakt\u0131m, i\u015fte Allah\u2019\u0131n evi oradayd\u0131. M\u00fcthi\u015f bir duygu seli. G\u00f6zlerimden ya\u015flar daha da bo\u015falmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. (\u015eu an yazarken gene a\u011fl\u0131yorum)<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u00fcthi\u015f bir g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fc\u2026Tarifi imkans\u0131z bir azamet\u2026 Anlat\u0131lmaz bir zevk\u2026 Yorgunluk, bitkinlik, d\u00fcnya nimetleri, hi\u00e7birisi hat\u0131r\u0131nda de\u011fil. O muhte\u015fem kalabal\u0131k insan\u0131 \u00fcrpertiyor. Ba\u015fka bir \u00e2lemdesin, ba\u015fka bir gezegendesin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

   Biz de hemen tavaf i\u00e7in kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7ine dald\u0131k. \u201cLebbeyk\u201d sesleri yeri g\u00f6\u011f\u00fc inletiyor. Birinci \u015favt\u0131 bitirdim, a\u011flamam kesilmedi, dualar dualar\u0131 takip ediyor. Her t\u00fcrl\u00fc dilden, her t\u00fcrl\u00fc renkten insanlar: Endenozyal\u0131, M\u0131s\u0131rl\u0131, Pakistanl\u0131, Afganl\u0131, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n en \u00fccra k\u00f6\u015fesinden gelmi\u015f, siyah\u0131n her tonundan Afrikal\u0131 Zenciler\u2026 Herkes ayn\u0131 duygu i\u00e7erisinde. Herkesin birbirinin dilini anlamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 fakat ayn\u0131 dili konu\u015ftuklar\u0131, ayn\u0131 duyguyu hissettikleri yer\u2026 Muazzam bir kalabal\u0131k\u2026Ben kimim, neciyim, ne yap\u0131yorum, hi\u00e7birini bilmiyorum. Tavaf s\u0131ras\u0131nda herkes Kabe\u2019nin o ihti\u015fam\u0131na odaklanm\u0131\u015f durumda. Yan\u0131ndaki, sa\u011f\u0131ndaki, solundaki kim bilmiyorsun. Tavaf bitince kendine gelebiliyorsun. Kabe\u2019yi g\u00f6ren insanlar\u0131n, neden tekrar gitmek istediklerinin sebebini \u015fimdi daha iyi anl\u0131yorum. Allah\u2019\u0131n evine y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc s\u00fcrmek; ona dokunmak; hasretle kucaklamak istiyorum. Ama guruptan ayr\u0131lam\u0131yorum. Ye\u015fil I\u015f\u0131k hizas\u0131na geldi\u011fimde Hacer\u2019\u00fcl Esved ta\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u201cBismillahi Allah\u00fc Ekber\u201d diyerek selaml\u0131yorum. \u0130nsan\u0131n o an mutlulu\u011fu daha da art\u0131yor; her yan\u0131mdan ter ak\u0131yor; kalbimden huzur ve s\u00fckun ak\u0131yor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

     7 \u015favt\u0131 tamamlay\u0131nca  1 tavaf etmi\u015f oluyorduk. Tavaf\u0131m\u0131z bitti, saate bakt\u0131m, 02.00 idi. Tavaf\u0131 1.5 saatte tamamlayabilmi\u015ftik. Tavaf s\u0131ras\u0131nda maneviyat\u0131m\u0131 olumsuz etkileyen tek \u015fey oldu; o da, Suudi Kral\u0131\u2019n\u0131n Kabe\u2019nin tam dibine, benim atalar\u0131m\u0131n yapt\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 Ecyad Kalesi\u2019nin oldu\u011fu yere \u00e7ok b\u00fcy\u00fck bir otel ve saray yapt\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve Kabe\u2019nin manevi g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc bozdu\u011fu oldu. Tavaftan sonra iki rekat tavaf namaz\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 k\u0131ld\u0131k. Hacer annemizin, o\u011flu \u0130smail\u2019e sundu\u011fu Zemzem Suyu\u2019ndan i\u00e7tik.  Yirmi dakika dinlendikten sonra,  yolumuzun alt\u0131nda 70 Peygamberin g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u00fc oldu\u011fu ve Hazret-i Hacer’in o\u011flu \u0130smail\u2019e  su aramak i\u00e7in iki tepe aras\u0131 7 kere gidip geldi\u011fi, her biri d\u00f6rt y\u00fcz metre olan  Sefa ve Merve Tepeleri aras\u0131nda sa\u2019y yapaca\u011f\u0131z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

   Sa\u2019ya ba\u015flad\u0131k. Yorgunluk \u00fcst\u00fcne yorgunluk\u2026Fakat yorgun de\u011filiz. Hi\u00e7 kimse yorgun de\u011fil. Seksen ya\u015f\u0131ndaki dedem; yetmi\u015f sekiz ya\u015f\u0131ndaki ninem; elli ya\u015f\u0131ndaki karde\u015fim; yirmi be\u015f ya\u015f\u0131ndaki bac\u0131m\u2026 Hi\u00e7birimiz yorgun de\u011filiz. Mutluyuz, heyecanl\u0131y\u0131z, sevin\u00e7liyiz\u2026 Sa\u2019y\u0131m\u0131z bitmek \u00fczereyken Kabe\u2019de sabah ezan\u0131 okunmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Saat 03.10. \u0130kinci ezandan sonra sabah namaz\u0131 k\u0131l\u0131nmaya ba\u015flan\u0131yormu\u015f. Sa\u2019y\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 tamamlad\u0131ktan sonra tekrar zemzem i\u00e7tik. Bizleri yarat\u0131p r\u0131z\u0131kland\u0131ran Allah\u2019a \u015f\u00fckrettik\u2026\u015e\u00fckrettik\u2026\u015e\u00fckrettik\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

   KABE\u2019DE \u0130LK NAMAZ<\/strong>                 2 Kas\u0131m 2011  –  \u00c7ar\u015famba<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

  Otelimiz rahat, pencereden bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda kuru bir da\u011f s\u0131ras\u0131 ve y\u00fcksek y\u00fcksek oteller\u2026Hi\u00e7 \u00e7ocuklu aile g\u00f6remedim. Yemekler fena de\u011fil. Ayr\u0131ca s\u0131n\u0131rs\u0131z i\u00e7ecek var. \u00c7ay servisi 24 saat. Yeme-i\u00e7mede s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131 yok.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

   D\u00fcn yats\u0131 namaz\u0131ndan sonra kafile ba\u015fkan\u0131m\u0131z b\u00fct\u00fcn hac\u0131 adaylar\u0131n\u0131 mescitte toplay\u0131p, 4 Kas\u0131m Cuma g\u00fcn\u00fc ikindi namaz\u0131ndan sonra herhangibir vakitte Arafat\u2019a  \u00e7\u0131kaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 s\u00f6ylemi\u015fti. \u0130ki g\u00fcn Arafat\u2019ta geceleyece\u011fiz. Benim akl\u0131m fikrim ise; babam\u0131n yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 Cennet-i Mualla Kabristan\u0131\u2019na gitmek ve babam\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na var\u0131p, yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m hatimi ruhuna hediye edip okumak. Diyanet g\u00f6revlisi olan hocam\u0131za Cennet-i Mualla Kabristan\u0131\u2019n\u0131n nerede oldu\u011funu sordum. Kabe\u2019ye be\u015f y\u00fcz metre uzakl\u0131kta oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yledi. Han\u0131mla bug\u00fcn, ikindiden sonra g\u00fcne\u015fin etkisi kalmay\u0131nca, hem Kabe\u2019yi; hem  babam\u0131n kabrini ziyaret etmeye karar verdik. \u00d6\u011fle namaz\u0131ndan sonra han\u0131m, ikindiyi bekleyemeyeci\u011fini s\u00f6yledi. Yola \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k. \u0130ki ara\u00e7la Kabe\u2019ye ula\u015ft\u0131k. Orada sorarak, Cennet-i Mualla Kabristan\u0131\u2019n\u0131 bulduk. Bayanlar\u0131 i\u00e7eriye sokmuyorlar. Sadece ben girebildim. Elimdeki krokiye g\u00f6re; 313. Pafta, 8-8. s\u0131rada yatan babam\u0131n mezar\u0131n\u0131 buldum. \u00c7ok duyguland\u0131m, a\u011flad\u0131m, ayn\u0131 zamanda sevindim. Hz. Hatice Validemizin hemen yak\u0131n\u0131nda yat\u0131yordu. Vahhabi zihniyetine g\u00f6re mezar\u0131n kime ait oldu\u011funu belirten mezar ta\u015f\u0131 ve yaz\u0131s\u0131 bulunmuyor. Mezarlar\u0131n ba\u015flar\u0131nda sadece beyaz bir ta\u015f var. Yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m hatimin duas\u0131n\u0131 okuyup ba\u011f\u0131\u015flad\u0131m. Selam s\u00f6yleyenlerin selam\u0131n\u0131 ilettim, okudum, okudum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

   Oradan do\u011fru Kabe\u2019ye geldik. \u00c7ok b\u00fcy\u00fck bir kalabal\u0131k var. Yer-g\u00f6k insan\u2026 Gene muhte\u015fem g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fc\u2026Gene manevi azamet\u2026 Kabe\u2019nin etraf\u0131 \u00e7ok kalabal\u0131k oldu\u011fundan, \u00fcst\u00fc kapal\u0131 ikinci katta tavafa ba\u015flad\u0131k. Tavaf yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yerden Kabe\u2019yi g\u00f6remiyoruz fakat onun manevi kokusunu hissediyoruz. \u00dcst katta tavaf daha uzun s\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnden, iki saatte tavaf\u0131 tamamlayabildik. Tavaf bitiminde birinci rekatta \u201cKafirun\u201d; ikinci rekatta \u201c\u0130hlas\u201d surelerini okuyarak, tavaf namaz\u0131 k\u0131ld\u0131k.  Zemzem i\u00e7erek bir kenara dinlenmeye \u00e7ekildik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Birazdan ak\u015fam ezan\u0131 okunacak. Televizyonda dinledi\u011fim ezan\u0131 \u015fimdi burada canl\u0131 olarak dinleyece\u011fim. Bu ne mutluluk. Ak\u015fam yakla\u015f\u0131yor. Burada ak\u015fam da farkl\u0131 oluyor. Tefekk\u00fcre dald\u0131\u011f\u0131m s\u0131rada ezan ba\u015flad\u0131. M\u00fcthi\u015f bir ses\u2026 \u0130nsan\u0131n i\u00e7inden \u00e7a\u011flayanlar ak\u0131yor. Ezan-\u0131 Muhammedi bitesiye dondum kald\u0131m. Kabe\u2019nin b\u00fct\u00fcn katlar\u0131 dolu. Tavaf edenler tavaf\u0131na devam ediyor. Ak\u015fam namaz\u0131n\u0131n farz\u0131n\u0131 k\u0131lmak i\u00e7in k\u00e2met getirildi. K\u00e2met bitiminde, Kabe \u0130mam\u0131n\u0131n insan\u0131n i\u00e7ini \u00fcrperten tekbiri ile, u\u011fultu halinde duyulan tavaf zikir sesleri birden kesildi. Herkes namaza durdu. O an yer durdu\u2026 g\u00f6k durdu\u2026 b\u00fct\u00fcn kainat durdu\u2026 Y\u00fcz binlerin bulundu\u011fu Harem-i \u015eerif\u2019ten \u00e7\u0131t \u00e7\u0131km\u0131yor. Herkes birer \u201c\u0130brahim\u201d; birer \u201c\u0130smail\u201d  oldu. Bu nas\u0131l uyum? Bu nas\u0131l itaat? Bu nas\u0131l a\u015fk? Bir tekbir sesiyle herkes ayn\u0131 g\u00f6n\u00fclde birle\u015fiyor. Namaz s\u0131ras\u0131nda a\u011flamamak m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fil. O anda herkesin sa\u011f taraf\u0131ndaki mele\u011finin g\u00f6rev yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissediyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

   Namaz bitiminde tavaf ba\u015flad\u0131, Kabe eski zikir halini tekrar ald\u0131. Burada Vahhabilik zihniyeti hakim oldu\u011fundan s\u00fcnnet namazlara pek dikkat edilmiyor. Namaz sonras\u0131 tesbihat ve dua yok. Bu da bizim i\u00e7in bir eksiklik oluyor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Yats\u0131 namaz\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 k\u0131ld\u0131ktan sonra tekrar otelimize d\u00f6nd\u00fck.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

        ARAFAT<\/strong> <\/strong>                              4 Kas\u0131m 2011 \u2013 Cuma<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

   Beklenen b\u00fcy\u00fck an geldi. Bug\u00fcn Arafat\u2019a \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yoruz. Allah\u2019\u0131n: \u201cRahmetim gazab\u0131m\u0131 a\u015ft\u0131.\u201d<\/em> dedi\u011fi yer\u2026 Hz. Adem\u2019in Hindistan\u2019dan; Hz.Havva\u2019n\u0131n ise Cidde\u2019den gelerek bulu\u015ftuklar\u0131 yer\u2026 \u0130lk insan ve ilk peygamberin  af i\u00e7in yalvard\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve rahmete kavu\u015ftu\u011fu yer\u2026 Dualar\u0131n kabul olundu\u011fu, yalvarabilene kurtulu\u015fun m\u00fcjdelendi\u011fi rahmet denizinin oldu\u011fu yer\u2026 B\u00fct\u00fcn m\u00fcbarek zatlar\u0131n ruhlar\u0131n\u0131n Arefe g\u00fcn\u00fc haz\u0131r bulundu\u011fu ve ismini buradan ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 muazzam yer\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

   Sabah namaz\u0131ndan gelince 1 c\u00fcz Kur\u2019an okudum. Cuma\u2019y\u0131 Kabe\u2019de k\u0131lmay\u0131 istiyorum. D\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fc ge\u00e7 olur, Arafat\u2019a \u00e7\u0131kaca\u011f\u0131z d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesiyle gidemedim. Cuma\u2019y\u0131 oradaki camide k\u0131ld\u0131m. Ak\u015fama do\u011fru Arafat\u2019a \u00e7\u0131kaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z s\u00f6ylendi. Boy abdesti al\u0131p ihramlara b\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fck ve iki rekat ihram namaz\u0131 k\u0131ld\u0131k. Gerekli e\u015fyalar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 yan\u0131m\u0131za ald\u0131k. Saat 16.30\u2019da otob\u00fcsler geldi, yola \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k. Yollar \u00e7ok kalabal\u0131k, ak\u015fam ezan\u0131na yak\u0131n Arafat\u2019a vard\u0131k. \u201c5 No\u2019lu Mektep\u201d in \u00f6n\u00fcnde indik. Rehber hocalar bizi toplu halde \u00e7ad\u0131r\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n oldu\u011fu yere g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Etraf\u0131m\u0131zdaki \u00e7ad\u0131rlara hen\u00fcz hac\u0131 adaylar\u0131 gelmemi\u015fti. 100 ki\u015fi alacak \u015fekilde yan yana \u00e7ad\u0131rlar kurulmu\u015f. \u00c7ad\u0131rlar\u0131n bir taraf\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131k. \u0130\u00e7inde \u0131\u015f\u0131kland\u0131rma yok. Sadece y\u00fcksek elektrik direklerinden gelen lo\u015f \u0131\u015f\u0131k h\u00fczmeleri i\u00e7eriyi ayd\u0131nlat\u0131yor. \u00c7ad\u0131r\u0131n i\u00e7ine kumlu toprak sermi\u015fler, \u00fczerine de kilimin incesi olan \u201csavan<\/em>\u201d dedi\u011fimiz \u00f6rt\u00fc sermi\u015fler. Yal\u0131nayak y\u00fcr\u00fcrken ayaklar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ac\u0131t\u0131yor. Y\u00fcr\u00fcrken ayaklar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ac\u0131tan yerde nas\u0131l uyuyaca\u011f\u0131z? Demek ki uyumak yok! Her dakikay\u0131, her saniyeyi, her saliseyi ibadetle ge\u00e7irmek gerekiyor. Efendimizin: \u201cHac Arafat\u2019t\u0131r<\/em>.\u201d buyurmas\u0131 herhalde bu s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lardan kaynaklanmakta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

   S\u0131cak bir Arabistan ak\u015fam\u0131\u2026 Lo\u015f bir \u00e7ad\u0131r ve \u00fczerimizde kefeni temsil eden ihram\u2026 Ba\u015f a\u00e7\u0131k, ayak yal\u0131n, a\u00e7 ve muhta\u00e7, yokluk ve yoksulluk g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fc i\u00e7inde sonsuz g\u00fc\u00e7 ve kudret sahibinin kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u00e7aresizlik\u2026Tam bir teslimiyet. Kendini sahipsiz ve hi\u00e7 hissediyorsun. D\u00fcnyan\u0131n en zengini de orada; orta hallisi de orada; fakiri de orada. Hep birlikte ayn\u0131 ortamdas\u0131n. S\u0131n\u0131f fark\u0131, dil fark\u0131, renk fark\u0131 yok. Herkes ayn\u0131 dili konu\u015fuyor. Sanki \u0130srafil Aleyhisselam suru \u00fcflemi\u015f de, kabirlerinden f\u0131rlam\u0131\u015f gibi d\u00f6rt milyon kefenli.  Tam bir mah\u015fer provas\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

   Ak\u015fam ezan\u0131 okunduktan sonra yan\u0131m\u0131zdaki \u00e7ad\u0131rlar da doldu. Ak\u015fam namaz\u0131 i\u00e7in \u00e7ad\u0131rlarda k\u00e2metler getirilmeye ba\u015fland\u0131. Namazlara duruldu.  Her \u00e7ad\u0131rdan ayr\u0131 bir tekbir, ayn\u0131 bir Fatiha, ayr\u0131 bir zamm\u0131 sure. \u00c7ok etkilendim. G\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m sel oldu. Namaz sonras\u0131 secdeye kapakland\u0131m. Hem a\u011flad\u0131m, hem dua ettim. Arafat\u2019ta yap\u0131lan dualar\u0131n geri \u00e7evrilmeyece\u011fini biliyordum. Yats\u0131 namaz\u0131n\u0131 da ayn\u0131 hu\u015f\u00fb i\u00e7erisinde k\u0131ld\u0131k. Devaml\u0131 zikir halindeyiz. Gece yar\u0131s\u0131na do\u011fru han\u0131mla \u00e7evreyi tan\u0131mak ama\u00e7l\u0131 gezintiye \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k. Dola\u015f\u0131rken Diyanet\u2019in ast\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir afi\u015fe g\u00f6z\u00fcm ili\u015fti. \u0130rkildim. \u201c\u015eU AN<\/em> ARAFATTASIN. DAK\u0130KALAR HIZLA \u0130LERL\u0130YOR!..\u201d<\/em> yaz\u0131s\u0131yla kendimi kaybettim. Evet, her dakikay\u0131 de\u011fil; her saniyeyi iyi de\u011ferlendirmemiz gerekiyordu. Hemen \u00e7ad\u0131rlar\u0131m\u0131za d\u00f6nd\u00fck. \u0130badete devam\u2026Y\u0131llard\u0131r bu \u00e2n\u0131; bu saatleri bekledik. Gece yar\u0131s\u0131 seccadem \u00fczerinde uyuyakalm\u0131\u015f\u0131m. Kendime geldi\u011fimde \u00e7ad\u0131r\u0131n i\u00e7inde birka\u00e7 ki\u015fi hari\u00e7, herkes oldu\u011fu yere uzanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Yorgun ve bitkin d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck. Ben de uzand\u0131m. Biraz sonra sabah ezan\u0131 okundu, hepimiz uyand\u0131k, abdestlerimizi ald\u0131k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    BUG\u00dcN AREFE                                 <\/strong>5 Kas\u0131m 2011    Cumartesi<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

   Arafat\u2019tay\u0131z. Bug\u00fcn y\u0131l\u0131n en m\u00fcbarek g\u00fcnlerinden Arefe. Yani bizim s\u00f6yleyi\u015fimizle Ziyaret. Allah\u2019\u0131n Cehennemden en \u00e7ok kul \u00e2zat etti\u011fi g\u00fcn\u2026 G\u00fcnlerin en faziletlisi\u2026 Hz. Adem ile Hz. Havva\u2019n\u0131n burada, Arafat\u2019ta bulu\u015ftuklar\u0131 g\u00fcn\u2026 \u00c7ad\u0131rlar\u0131m\u0131zda, sabah namaz\u0131na haz\u0131rland\u0131k. Herkeste bir sakinlik, bir tevekk\u00fcl var. \u00c7ad\u0131rlardaki namaz sesleri gene birbirine kar\u0131\u015f\u0131yor; insanlar ba\u015fka bir ruh\u00e2leminde geziniyorlar.Kolay de\u011fil, bug\u00fcn hac\u0131 olaca\u011f\u0131z. Herkes \u00f6\u011fleden sonra yapacaklar\u0131 \u201cvakfe\u201dyi bekliyor. Vakfe, Arafat\u2019ta bir m\u00fcddet durup, dua etmek demek. Hacc\u0131n farzlar\u0131ndan olan \u201cArafat\u2019ta vakfe<\/em>\u201dden sonra,  herkes \u201chac\u0131<\/em>\u201d olmu\u015f olacak.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sabah namaz\u0131ndan sonra kimse bo\u015f durmuyor. Kaza namazlar\u0131, nafile namazlar, tekbirler, tehliller, tefekk\u00fcrler tevekk\u00fcller birbirini takip ediyor. Ortal\u0131k iyice ayd\u0131nland\u0131\u011f\u0131nda Diyanet g\u00f6revlileri, Mina\u2019da ve M\u00fczdelife\u2019de ge\u00e7irece\u011fimiz \u00f6\u011f\u00fcnler i\u00e7in paketlenmi\u015f kumanyalar\u0131 da\u011f\u0131tt\u0131lar. Kumanyada: Kek, elma, yo\u011furt, bal, ya\u011f, ekmek, peynir var. \u00d6\u011fleye do\u011fru abdest tazelemek i\u00e7in \u00e7ad\u0131rdan d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda g\u00f6zlerime inanamad\u0131m. Her taraf pamuk tarlas\u0131 gibi bembeyazd\u0131. \u0130hramlar\u0131na b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f hac\u0131 adaylar\u0131 g\u00fcne\u015fe ra\u011fmen d\u0131\u015far\u0131dalard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

   \u00d6\u011fle ve ikindi namazlar\u0131n\u0131, hacc\u0131n kurallar\u0131 gere\u011fi birle\u015ftirerek gene hu\u015f\u00fb i\u00e7inde k\u0131ld\u0131k. Namaz bitiminde Diyanet\u2019e ait \u00e7ad\u0131rlar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde bulunan hoperl\u00f6rlerden g\u00fczel sesli bir haf\u0131z, Kur\u2019an okudu. Arkas\u0131ndan, bekledi\u011fimiz \u201cVakfe Duas\u0131\u201dna ge\u00e7ildi. O anda, ya\u015fl\u0131s\u0131-genci, kad\u0131n\u0131-erke\u011fi Diyanet\u2019e ba\u011fl\u0131 doksan bin hac\u0131 aday\u0131n\u0131n hepsi ayakta\u2026 Hepsinin elleri g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne \u00e7evrilmi\u015f\u2026 Hepsinin g\u00f6n\u00fclleri Rahman\u2019a y\u00f6nelmi\u015f\u2026  Hepsinin g\u00f6zleri ya\u015fl\u0131\u2026 Hepsinin dillerinden b\u00fcy\u00fck bir a\u015fkla \u201cAM\u0130N!\u201d s\u00f6zc\u00fc\u011f\u00fc d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcyor. Vakfe duas\u0131n\u0131 Diyanet \u0130\u015fleri Ba\u015fkan\u0131 Mehmet G\u00d6RMEZ yapt\u0131rm\u0131\u015f. Arkas\u0131ndan Kafile ba\u015fkan\u0131m\u0131z da duaya devam etti. Bir bu\u00e7uk saat ayakta kalm\u0131\u015f\u0131z. Hi\u00e7 kimse ge\u00e7en zaman\u0131n fark\u0131nda de\u011fil. Dua bitiminde herkeste b\u00fcy\u00fck mutluluk ve sevin\u00e7 ya\u015fand\u0131. Herkes art\u0131k \u201chac\u0131\u201dyd\u0131. Bu bizim i\u00e7in en b\u00fcy\u00fck g\u00fcnd\u00fc. \u00c7ad\u0131rda bulunan y\u00fcz seksen ki\u015fi a\u011flayarak, sevin\u00e7le birbirimizi tebrik ettik. O an anlat\u0131lmaz bir duygu, anlat\u0131lmaz bir mutluluk ya\u015fad\u0131k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

   Ak\u015famleyin M\u00fczdelife\u2019ye gidece\u011fiz, orada  ak\u015fam ve yats\u0131 namazlar\u0131n\u0131 birle\u015ftirip k\u0131laca\u011f\u0131z. \u015eeytana ve taraftarlar\u0131na kar\u015f\u0131 sembolik olarak ataca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z nohuttan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck; mercimekten b\u00fcy\u00fck ta\u015flar\u0131 burada toplayaca\u011f\u0131z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

   B\u00dcY\u00dcK Y\u00dcR\u00dcY\u00dc\u015e<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

   <\/strong>Kafile ba\u015fkan\u0131m\u0131z, M\u00fczdelife\u2019ye saat 21.00\u2019de hareket edece\u011fimizi s\u00f6yledi. Beklemeye koyulduk. \u00d6n\u00fcm\u00fczde b\u00fcy\u00fck bir s\u0131nav\u0131n oldu\u011funu hepimiz biliyorduk. \u0130hraml\u0131 olarak sabaha kadar y\u00fcr\u00fcyece\u011fiz. Saat 21.00\u2019de arabalar\u0131m\u0131za bindik. 30 dakikal\u0131k bir yolculuktan sonra M\u00fczdelife\u2019ye, bize ayr\u0131lan b\u00f6lgeye geldik. Her taraf ara\u00e7; her taraf insan seli\u2026Orada ak\u015fam ve yats\u0131 namazlar\u0131n\u0131 cem ettikten sonra vakfeye durduk. \u015eeytan\u0131 ta\u015flamak i\u00e7in gerekli olan ta\u015flar\u0131 toplad\u0131k. Sonra, d\u00fczenli \u015fekilde s\u0131raya ge\u00e7ip y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015fe ba\u015flad\u0131k. A\u011fz\u0131m\u0131zda devaml\u0131 dualar, niyazlar\u2026 Sa\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda ve solumuzda di\u011fer kafileler y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015f halinde. Onlar\u0131n i\u00e7ine kar\u0131\u015fmaktan, gurubumuzu kaybetmekten korkuyoruz. Kalabal\u0131ktan neredeyse yar\u0131m ad\u0131m ilerliyoruz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                         6 Kas\u0131m –  Bayram\u0131n 1. G\u00fcn\u00fc<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

   <\/em>Gece yar\u0131s\u0131 oldu. Hi\u00e7 durmadan y\u00fcr\u00fcyoruz. Herkes y\u00fcr\u00fcyor, a\u011fa\u00e7lar y\u00fcr\u00fcyor, da\u011flar y\u00fcr\u00fcyor, b\u00fct\u00fcn mahlukat y\u00fcr\u00fcyor. Uykusuzluk, yorgunluk, bitkinlik had safhada. Ama hedef b\u00fcy\u00fck. Bizleri bug\u00fcne kadar yanl\u0131\u015f yola sapt\u0131ran \u015eeytan\u2019\u0131 ta\u015flay\u0131p, i\u00e7imizden kovmak. \u00dc\u00e7 saat y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fckten sonra M\u00fczdelife\u2019yi Mina\u2019ya ba\u011flayan  kav\u015fa\u011fa geldi\u011fimizde yol darald\u0131. Arabalar\u0131n ge\u00e7mesi i\u00e7in \u00fcst ge\u00e7it yap\u0131lmad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan dolay\u0131, g\u00f6revliler s\u0131rayla arabalara ve insanlara ge\u00e7i\u015f hakk\u0131 veriyorlar. Arabalar\u0131n ge\u00e7mesi i\u00e7in y\u00fcr\u00fcyenlerin \u00f6n\u00fc kapat\u0131l\u0131nca, gelen insanlar ayn\u0131 b\u00f6lgede y\u0131\u011f\u0131lma yapt\u0131 ve b\u00fcy\u00fck bir izdiham ya\u015fand\u0131. S\u0131k\u0131\u015fmalar, ezilmeler oldu. \u0130nsanlar bay\u0131lmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Ambulanslar\u0131n biri gelip biri gitmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Etraftan k\u0131zmalar, ba\u011f\u0131rmalar, feryatlar, k\u00fcf\u00fcrler\u2026 \u015eeytan l\u00e2nein orada da bo\u015f durmad\u0131, g\u00f6revini tam yapt\u0131. Biraz sonra o ge\u00e7itten ge\u00e7ince rahatlad\u0131k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

   BUG\u00dcN BAYRAM<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

   Alt\u0131 saat mi, sekiz saat mi, on saat mi y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fck bilmiyorum. Nihayet sabaha do\u011fru Mina\u2019daki \u015eeytan ta\u015flama b\u00f6lgesine geldik. Bug\u00fcn bayram. Bayram\u0131n ilk g\u00fcn\u00fc sadece b\u00fcy\u00fck \u015feytan\u0131 ta\u015flay\u0131p otelimize d\u00f6nece\u011fiz ve ihramdan \u00e7\u0131kaca\u011f\u0131z. \u015eeytan ta\u015flama b\u00f6lgesi d\u00f6rt kat olarak yap\u0131lm\u0131\u015f. Hz \u0130brahim\u2019in kendisine engel olmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan \u015eeytan\u2019\u0131 kovmak amac\u0131yla yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 hareketi yapaca\u011f\u0131z. Herbir ta\u015f\u0131 nefsimize, \u015fehvetimize ve \u015feytana kar\u015f\u0131 f\u0131rlataca\u011f\u0131z. Hz. \u0130brahim\u2019in rol\u00fcn\u00fc oynay\u0131p; Rasulullah Efendimizin s\u00fcnnetini yerine getirece\u011fiz. Ta\u015flama yerine gelip, B\u00fcy\u00fck \u015eeytan\u2019a rahat bir \u015fekilde yedi ta\u015f\u0131 f\u0131rlatt\u0131m. Her bir ta\u015f\u0131 atarken, nefsimin ho\u015funa giden zay\u0131f taraflar\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnerek att\u0131m. Ta\u015flamadan sonra \u00fczerimde \u00e7ok b\u00fcy\u00fck bir rahatlama oldu. Yorgunlu\u011fum falan kalmad\u0131. Etraf\u0131mdakiler de g\u00f6revi yerine getirmenin sevincini ya\u015f\u0131yorlard\u0131. Orada m\u00fcsait bir yerde sabah namazlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 k\u0131l\u0131p, otelimize d\u00f6nmek i\u00e7in yola \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    O b\u00f6lge ara\u00e7 trafi\u011fine kapat\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in, otelimize yaya olarak gitmek zorunday\u0131z. Her taraf insan kayn\u0131yor. Herkes ihraml\u0131. Yol kenarlar\u0131nda insanlar, ertesi g\u00fcn tekrar \u015feytan ta\u015flamak i\u00e7in oralarda konakl\u0131yorlar. Kald\u0131r\u0131mlar; uyuyan, oturan, ibadet eden insanlarla dolu. Zor \u015fartlarda iki saate yak\u0131n bir zamanda otelimize gelebildik. Tra\u015f olup ihramdan \u00e7\u0131kaca\u011f\u0131m. Berberler \u00e7ok kalabal\u0131k. S\u0131ra bekleyecek halim yok. Otele ula\u015ft\u0131m.  Oda arkada\u015f\u0131ma sa\u00e7\u0131m\u0131n baz\u0131 b\u00f6lgelerinden kestirip; y\u0131kand\u0131m, abdestlendim, ihramdan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m. \u0130\u00e7imde, b\u00fcy\u00fck bir g\u00f6revi yerine getirmenin mutlulu\u011fu, sevinci var. Bug\u00fcn Kurban Bayram\u0131, fakat hi\u00e7birimiz fark\u0131nda de\u011filiz. Ortada ne kurban var; ne de bir el \u00f6pme.. Biran evvel uyumak istiyoruz. \u00d6\u011fle namaz\u0131na birka\u00e7 saat var. Hemen yatt\u0131k, ezanla birlikte kalkt\u0131k. Camiye gidecek g\u00fcc\u00fcm yok. Namaz\u0131 otel mescidinde k\u0131ld\u0131m. Orada di\u011fer hac\u0131larla bayramla\u015ft\u0131m. Benim i\u00e7in en b\u00fcy\u00fck bayram bug\u00fcn. Art\u0131k hac\u0131 oldum. Ak\u015fam olunca toplu halde, otob\u00fcslerle Kabe\u2019ye gidip; hac ziyaret tavaf\u0131n\u0131 yap\u0131p geri d\u00f6nd\u00fck. \u0130\u00e7im rahat ve huzurlu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                            7 Kas\u0131m \u2013 Bayram\u0131n 2. G\u00fcn\u00fc<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

   Hava \u00e7ok s\u0131cak. Din g\u00f6revlisi, ak\u015fam 19.00\u2019da serinlikte \u015feytan ta\u015flamaya gidece\u011fimizi s\u00f6yledi. Yorgunlu\u011fumuz ge\u00e7mi\u015f de\u011fil. Gitmek g\u00f6z\u00fcmde b\u00fcy\u00fcyor. Hacc\u0131n vaciplerinden olan \u015feytan ta\u015flamay\u0131 yerine getirmemiz gerekiyor. Yaya olarak gidip gelece\u011fiz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

   Ak\u015fam olunca yola \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k. Her yer \u00e7ok kalabal\u0131k. Ortal\u0131k eksoz gaz\u0131 ve tozdan ge\u00e7ilmiyor. Temizlik yap\u0131lm\u0131yor mu, yoksa o kalabal\u0131ktan m\u0131 bilmiyorum, her yer \u00e7\u00f6pl\u00fck halinde. Allah:\u201dKim oraya girerse g\u00fcvende olur.\u201d buyuruyor. Bu \u015fartlara ra\u011fmen \u00f6nemli bir hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131 olan yok. Yarat\u0131c\u0131n\u0131n \u015femsiyesi alt\u0131nday\u0131z. S\u0131rayla, \u00fc\u00e7 \u015eeytan\u2019\u0131 da ta\u015flad\u0131ktan sonra otelimize d\u00f6nd\u00fck.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

     GEZ\u0130<\/strong>                                               20 Kas\u0131m 2011<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

   Mekke\u2019ye geli\u015fimizin 21. g\u00fcn\u00fc. Hava s\u0131cak. S\u0131cakl\u0131k 37 derecenin alt\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcyor… G\u00f6kten bir damla dahi ya\u011fmur d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcyor\u2026 \u0130badet ve tavaf a\u015fk\u0131m\u0131z d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcyor\u2026 Lakin takad\u0131m\u0131z d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor. Havan\u0131n s\u0131cak, kapal\u0131 alanlarda kliman\u0131n \u00e7ok \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131lmas\u0131ndan dolay\u0131, v\u00fccut dengelerimiz bozuldu. Oteldeki hac\u0131lar\u0131n \u00e7o\u011fu hasta. Hastal\u0131klara ra\u011fmen aradabir umre hacc\u0131 yap\u0131yoruz; Kabe\u2019ye gitmeyi aksatm\u0131yoruz. Burada zaman mefhumu yok. G\u00fcnd\u00fcz, ak\u015fam, gece yar\u0131s\u0131, ne zaman f\u0131rsat bulursak solu\u011fu Kabe\u2019de al\u0131yoruz. Kabe\u2019de k\u0131l\u0131nan namaz\u0131n, di\u011fer namazlardan y\u00fcz bin kat fazla sevap oldu\u011funu biliyoruz. Her \u00e2n\u0131 iyi de\u011ferlendirmemiz gerekiyor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

   Rehber hocalar\u0131m\u0131z Mekke\u2019deki tarihi ve manevi de\u011feri olan yerleri gezdireceklerini s\u00f6ylemi\u015flerdi. Bug\u00fcn s\u0131ras\u0131yla, Rasulullah Efendimizin Mekke\u2019den Medine\u2019ye hicret etmeden \u00f6nce gizlenmi\u015f oldu\u011fu Sevr Ma\u011faras\u0131\u2019n\u0131 gezdik(!) Rehber hoca da\u011f\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde 5 dakikal\u0131k bir bilgilendirmeden sonra, da\u011fa \u00e7\u0131kman\u0131n yorucu olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledi ve oradan ilk vahyin,\u201coku\u201d <\/em>emrinin geldi\u011fi Hira Nur Da\u011f\u0131\u2019n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne geldik. Orada da k\u0131sa bir konu\u015fmadan sonra Cennet-i Muall\u00e2 Kabristan\u0131na gidece\u011fimiz s\u00f6ylendi. Kabristan\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne geldi\u011fimizde Hz Hatice Validemizin ve babam\u0131n kabrini ziyaret etmeyi beklerken; otob\u00fcslerle \u00f6n\u00fcnden do\u011frudan ge\u00e7ip otele geldik.B\u00fcy\u00fck bir hayal k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131\u2026B\u00fcy\u00fck bir y\u0131lg\u0131nl\u0131k\u2026Birazc\u0131k k\u0131zg\u0131nl\u0131k\u2026\u00c2det yerini bulsun, tarz\u0131nda bir gezi!..<\/p>\n\n\n\n

       VUSLAT<\/strong>                                             29 Kas\u0131m 2011<\/p>\n\n\n\n

   Medine\u2026Yesrib\u2026Medeni insanlar\u0131n \u015fehri…\u201cSen olmasayd\u0131n \u00e2lemleri yaratmazd\u0131m.\u201d m\u00fcjdesine nail olan m\u00fcbarek z\u00e2t\u0131n \u015fehri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

   Mekke\u2019de bug\u00fcn son g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz. Veda tavaf\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 yapt\u0131k. Kabe\u2019den ayr\u0131lmas\u0131 insana \u00e7ok zor geliyor. \u201cTekrar bulu\u015fmak dile\u011fiyle<\/em>\u201d deyip Kabe\u2019ye h\u00fcz\u00fcnle veda ediyoruz. Veda zor oluyor. Ki\u015finin en sevdi\u011finden ayr\u0131lmas\u0131ndan da zor. Bedenimiz ayr\u0131l\u0131yor fakat kalbimiz, akl\u0131m\u0131z orada kal\u0131yor.  Yar\u0131n Medine\u2019ye gidece\u011fiz. Kainat\u0131n Efendisi Ras\u00fbl-\u00fc Ekrem Efendimiz, Hatem-\u00fcl Enbiya, Asfiya, Ash\u00e2b-\u0131 G\u00fczin, Ens\u00e2r-\u0131 Muh\u00e2cirin, T\u00e2biin, Teba-\u0131 T\u00e2biin, Rasululullah Efendimizin zevceleri, \u00e7ocuklar\u0131, D\u00f6rt B\u00fcy\u00fck Halife, hep orada bulunuyor. Topra\u011f\u0131n\u0131n her zerresinde Rasulullah\u2019\u0131n kokusu, ayak izi bulunan kutlu \u015fehir. Seni \u00f6zl\u00fcyorum. Seninle bulu\u015fmak; sana kavu\u015fmak istiyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

       MED\u0130NE<\/strong>                                           01 Aral\u0131k 2011<\/p>\n\n\n\n

   Mekke\u2019den hareket edip, d\u00f6rt bu\u00e7uk saatlik rahat bir yolculuktan sonra, gece 01.00\u2019de Medine\u2019ye geldik. Mekke ve Medine aras\u0131nda b\u00fcy\u00fck bir \u0131s\u0131 fark\u0131 var. Medine\u2019de geceler serin oluyor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

      Otelimiz hemen Mescid-i Nebevi\u2019nin yan\u0131nda l\u00fcks bir otel. Caddeler, sokaklar bak\u0131ml\u0131. Hepimiz  biran evvel Rasulullah Efendimizin kabrini ziyaret etmek istiyoruz. Bavullar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 otele yerle\u015ftirdikten sonra abdest yeniledik ve Peygamber Mescidi\u2019ne gittik. Mescidin d\u0131\u015f avlusu \u00e7ok b\u00fcy\u00fck, d\u00fczenli ve tertemiz. Yerler, her taraf mermer. \u0130nsan\u0131 etkileyen bir g\u00fczelli\u011fi var. Mescidin i\u00e7i de muhte\u015fem. Biraz\u0131n\u0131 ecdad\u0131m\u0131z yapm\u0131\u015f; biraz\u0131n\u0131 Suudi H\u00fck\u00fcmeti yapm\u0131\u015f.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

   Rasulullah Efendimizin Kabr-i \u015eerifi mescidin i\u00e7inde. Do\u011fru o b\u00f6lgeye y\u00f6neldik. Gece yar\u0131s\u0131 oldu\u011fu halde, i\u00e7erisi kalabal\u0131k. Hocam\u0131z, gece oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in en tenha zaman\u0131 oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yledi. Efendimizin kabrinin \u00f6n\u00fcnde durdurmuyorlar, s\u0131ra halinde \u00f6n\u00fcnden ruhuna okuyarak ge\u00e7ece\u011fiz. Her taraf\u0131m\u0131 heyecan sard\u0131. Titriyorum. Kalbim \u00e7ok \u015fiddetli \u00e7arp\u0131yor. T\u00fcm yarat\u0131lm\u0131\u015flar\u0131n efendisi; \u00e2lemlerin rahmeti;  sevgililer sevgilisi; rahmet, hikmet ve \u015fefkat peygamberinin huzurunday\u0131m. Kolay m\u0131, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmden beri hayran oldu\u011fum, hayal etti\u011fim Efendimizin kabrini ziyaret edece\u011fim. Burnuma mis gibi koku geliyor. Kabrin \u00f6n\u00fcne geldi\u011fimde g\u00f6zlerimden ya\u015flar d\u00f6k\u00fclmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Ona sal\u00e2t ve selam ettim. Onun \u00fcmmeti olmaktan gurur duydum. Onu kendime g\u00fczel bir \u00f6rnek edinece\u011fime s\u00f6z verdim. Selam s\u00f6yleyen b\u00fct\u00fcn dostlar\u0131m\u0131n selamlar\u0131 ilettim. Hi\u00e7 durmadan okuyorum. A\u011fz\u0131mdan hamdele, salvele her t\u00fcrl\u00fc dua d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcyor. Hz Ebubekir, Hz. \u00d6mer, Hz Muhammed ayn\u0131 yerde yan yana yat\u0131yorlar.  Kabirlerinin kendisini g\u00f6rmemiz m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fil. Kabirlerin \u00f6n\u00fcne alt\u0131n renginde g\u00fczel bir \u00e7er\u00e7eve yapm\u0131\u015flar. G\u00f6revliler durmam\u0131za izin vermiyorlar. Okuyarak \u00f6n\u00fcnden ge\u00e7iyoruz. Cibril Kap\u0131s\u0131nda \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p, tekrar mescide girerek, Peygamberimizin minberi ile evi aras\u0131nda olan, \u201cRavza-i Mutahhara\u201d denilen b\u00f6lgede namaz k\u0131ld\u0131k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

   Kabe\u2019de oldu\u011fu gibi burada da b\u00fcy\u00fck bir duygu seli oldu. Yol yorgunlu\u011fumuz, bitkinli\u011fimiz kalmad\u0131. Gece hava biraz so\u011fuk. Ama Rasulullah sevgisi i\u00e7imizi yak\u0131yor; \u0131s\u0131n\u0131yoruz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

   Sabah namaz\u0131na tekrar gelmek \u00fczere otelimize d\u00f6nd\u00fck.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

   MED\u0130NE\u2019DE GEZ\u0130                                          <\/strong>03 Aral\u0131k 2011<\/p>\n\n\n\n

   Bug\u00fcn Medine\u2019nin tarihi ve manevi y\u00f6n\u00fc olan yerleri gezece\u011fiz. Sabah saat 07.30\u2019 otob\u00fcslere binip, ilk dura\u011f\u0131m\u0131z olan, Medine\u2019ye 5 km uzakl\u0131kta bulunan Kuba Mescidi\u2019ne geldik. Rasulullah Efendimiz burada on d\u00f6rt g\u00fcn kalm\u0131\u015f ve ilk M\u00fcsl\u00fcmanlar i\u00e7in bu mescidi yapm\u0131\u015f. Her cumartesi g\u00fcn\u00fc gelip burada namazlar\u0131n\u0131 k\u0131larm\u0131\u015f. Tev\u00e2fuk oldu, bizim buray\u0131 ziyaretimiz de cumartesi g\u00fcne denk geldi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

   Oradan, M\u00fcsl\u00fcmanlar k\u0131ble olarak Kud\u00fcs\u2019teki Mescid-i Aksa\u2019ya do\u011fru namaz k\u0131larken, gelen ayet \u00fczerine y\u00f6nlerini Kabe\u2019ye \u00e7evirdikleri mescit olan K\u0131bleteyn (\u00c7ift K\u0131bleli) Mescidini gezip namaz k\u0131ld\u0131k. Normal b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fckte bir mescit olup, i\u00e7erisinde kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131kl\u0131 iki mihrap bulunmakta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

   Uhut Da\u011f\u0131\u2019na ve oradaki \u015fehitlerimize do\u011fru yol al\u0131rken heyecan\u0131m artt\u0131. 20 dakikal\u0131k bir yolculuktan sonra da\u011f\u0131n eteklerine geldik. Allah Resul\u00fcn\u00fcn: \u201cBiz Uhut Da\u011f\u0131\u2019n\u0131 severiz, Uhut da bizi sever!\u201d buyurduklar\u0131, Harun Peygamberin g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u00fc oldu\u011fu rivayet edilen da\u011f…Rasulullah\u2019\u0131n m\u00fcbarek di\u015finin k\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 yer\u2026Peygamber Efendimizin sevgili amcas\u0131 Hz Hamza\u2019n\u0131n ve yetmi\u015f sahabenin \u015fahadet \u015ferbetini i\u00e7tikleri yer\u2026 Ger\u00e7ek \u015fehitler\u2026 Yery\u00fcz\u00fcnde dola\u015f\u0131rken g\u00f6kte gezenler\u2026 \u00d6lm\u00fc\u015fken \u00f6lmeyenler\u2026 Bir de \u00f6lmemi\u015fken \u00f6lenler var!…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Uhut Da\u011f\u0131\u2019n\u0131n eteklerinde  sava\u015f\u0131n yap\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u00fcksek\u00e7e bir tepe var. Yetmi\u015f \u015fehit ve Hz Hamza bu tepenin yan\u0131nda yat\u0131yorlar. Oralarda dola\u015f\u0131rken ayaklar\u0131m titredi. Bir sahabenin \u015fehit oldu\u011fu yere basar\u0131m, diye korktum. Orada yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z dualardan sonra, Mescid-i Nebevi\u2019ye gelip, \u00f6\u011fle namaz\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 k\u0131ld\u0131k. \u00d6\u011fleden sonra ise mescidin hemen yan\u0131nda bulunan Cennet\u2019\u00fcl B\u00e2ki Mezarl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndaki; Hz Osman\u2019\u0131n, Rasulullah\u2019\u0131n amcas\u0131 Hz Abbas\u2019\u0131n, Hz Ay\u015fe\u2019nin, Hz F\u00e2t\u0131ma\u2019n\u0131n, Hz Hasan\u2019\u0131n, b\u00fct\u00fcn Sahabe ve Tabiun\u2019un kabirlerini ziyaret ettik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

   YURDA D\u00d6N\u00dc\u015e<\/strong>                                                  08 Aral\u0131k 2011<\/p>\n\n\n\n

   K\u0131rk g\u00fcnl\u00fck hac maratonun sonuna geldik. Maraton s\u0131ras\u0131nda bazen ko\u015ftuk; bazen depar att\u0131k; bazen de y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fck. \u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz boyunca d\u00f6kmedi\u011fimiz kadar g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 d\u00f6kt\u00fck. \u00c7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr kazas\u0131z biti\u015fe vard\u0131k. Medine Havaalan\u0131ndan yurda d\u00f6nece\u011fiz. Herkeste farkl\u0131 bir tela\u015f var. Ailelerine, \u00e7ocuklar\u0131na, torunlar\u0131na, evlerine, memleketlerine biran \u00f6nce kavu\u015fma tela\u015f\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

   Bu mukaddes topraklardan ayr\u0131lman\u0131n h\u00fczn\u00fcn\u00fc ya\u015farken; memlekete kavu\u015faca\u011f\u0131m\u0131n sevincini ya\u015f\u0131yorum. Hac\u0131 olmak zor. Hac\u0131 kalmak daha da zor. Bundan sonra her \u015feye daha dikkat etmem gerekiyor. Ben art\u0131k Hac\u0131y\u0131m\u2026 Hac\u0131 olarak ya\u015fayaca\u011f\u0131m\u2026Hac\u0131 olarak \u00f6lece\u011fim\u2026Vesselam.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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